he asked me what i was thinking about that i couldn’t sleep at night.
and i said, i’m thinking about dressers for my clothes and a new bed and if i should bring a couple of my own prints for the walls. and about making you pies (because all good wives make pies for their husbands and what is your favorite pie anyway?) and whether i should stock up on maple syrup because it costs an arm, 2 legs and an eyeball in london and all the places i want to go with you and i wonder what our babies will look like. and will you teach me how to go off road biking like a bad ass? but slowly, until i get good at it and then maybe we can go to that place in bristol. and can we go sailing too? and where should we stop on our trip around the world. and i love you. a lot. and i miss you. a little.
and i’m thinking that i am so ready for this and my heart is so full of hope.
and oh! the adventures we are going to have.